You know somehow that you should do this or should do that way but maybe because of your ego or fear of failures or maybe you don't find any meaning or for any other reasons you don't do and stop yourself.
This happens because when something matters to you, you try to find meaning out of it. but when you don't get it, you feel like giving up, dissatisfied and losing interest.
But if you are trying to give up, just ask yourself once...Did I really tried my best ?..and the answer you will know deep down in your heart. So don't give up anything until you fully satisfied that you tried your best.
When something continues to feel right deep down in your heart no matter what the circumstances are, then it means its the right path, its the right things to do.
Don't get your head control you because sometime logics and reasons fail. Don't let someone's perception change your view of seeing things differently. Because everyone has their own paths, journey, and experiences. Everyone has their own beliefs, set of rules and the way of seeing things. Be with them listen to them but not to act like them or whatever they say keep accepting them like a little child.
Follow but don't blindly follow.
Be your own boss, independent who knows deep down what right things to do and what matters to you.
Try to be open for new possibilities, try to do the way you want to do where you feel like YES it feels right. It will give you satisfaction, you can feel the joy and happiness inside you.
To put it in Rumi's Quote-
“If you want the moon,
do not hide at night.
If you want a rose,
do not run from the thorns.
If you want love,
do not hide from yourself”
So be always open about the things you love. If you don't show it or work for it then how do you know about it? Sometimes you have to act like what your heart says not what your mind says. Show yourself, Explore yourself and just be yourself.